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Hi,


For 15 years I kept this quiet but after hitting 30 I couldn’t any more.


To some people who I have met in that time you probably noticed I have felt a bit quiet and passive. The truth is I have been dealing with depression and that has caused me to isolate myself from the outside world for some time. Which has had a negative impact in my social life, and I knew the cause of it all along.


But the truth is I was always scared to tell anybody due to people’s negative reactions, not even my own family.


The truth is I have been suffering from both body dysphoria and gender dysphoria throughout that time, I was hoping losing weight would be good enough but it wasn’t, even going from 100kg to about 60kg didn’t completely cure me of this sadness.


Now onto gender dysphoria, you probably have heard of this by now and if you get your news from the media you probably have a very negative view on it. The truth is I never wanted to be a boy, even when I was 6 years old I didn’t want people to see me as one. But I guess in the late 90’s early 2000s was a bad time for people like me.


When my voice started to get deeper my mood dropped. Even at school I just sat at the back of the class silent because I felt it was easier to keep all this hidden. I feel like I wasn’t even trying to learn but just going through the motions.


The reason I am telling you this now, is because that depression made me lose out on my 20s as I spent most of the decade trapped in my room and isolated from everyone, scared to go out, scared to work, scared to have any sort of life. I don’t want to lose out on my 30s either.


So I have started the process to fix my gender dysphoria and the wheels are in motion but the waitlist for what I want is about 2 years.


If anyone wants to reach out either in real life or on social media that would mean the world to me. As I want this year to be the birth of a new and better me.


Thank you for reading.


Liam

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500

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I reached 500 deviations I cannot believe how I managed to do that in little time thanks to everyone who has seen my drawings.
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Future

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There comes a time in life where you have to decide if you should follow your dream or play it safe in the past few weeks this is constantly on my mind. I have had several people come up to me and say I should while others think I am living in a dream world some people also told me it may be too late for me. Now I have made a decision, I am going to go against the odds and go for it the road may be long and the road is going to be difficult but I know there are several friends who have stuck by me and supporting me though this and that is my motivation not the fact that there is a chance for a good life because with these people in my life it has already made my life good. I am going to go on X Factor and my goal is to win it.

Dreams aren't just for sleeping

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Liam Dempsey AKA Wacko Prophet
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Looking out, out my window
Watching the world pass by
but before I knew
I was watching
someone else with you
yeah

Remember how it used to be
when I was in love with you
and you loved me
that time past away
and now I wished that you stay
your scent around my home
Your number in my phone
Your picture too
I'm still in love with you
Now I wished everything stayed the same
When I realized
True love finally came

And Why...................
did I let you go
can someone tell me so
Because it happens every day
can't it end a different way
I pray
but there is nothing left to do but walk away

Now your with this new guy
but my love for you will never die
oh I lost you
I swear that's true
After that I knew
That I lost something perfect I lost you
I lost something perfect I lost you
I lost something perfect I lost you


YOU WANT MORE INFORMATION ON WHEN THE SONG IS RELEASED FOLLOW ME AT @LiamDempseyVA
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About Me

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I am a 20 year old Animator, Voice Actor, Singer, MJ Dancer and a wannabe Artist. I have only started doing these things since April 2012 so I am only a beginner however I have started a youtube account for voice acting which is "MasendanX" and I then started doing animation making a show combining several anime characters into my own show which I drew. Then I thought to do an Abridged Series with my friend Ryan which we ended up doing "Death Note The Abridged Series" on "TheSakuraTV" youtube we managed to do 22 episodes before they were taken down however I managed to reupload them but don't know how long they will be on for.

I started Acting Classes at my local college in September 2013 to help with my voce acting and hopefully getting acting jobs as well. I have done 3 other abridged series and 2 sims series at the moment including Desolation and Pokemon the abridged series.

I was planning to do a fan dub of DragonBall Z Battle Of Gods which would have been taken down.

In my short time as voice actor/abridger I have worked with

Goddalek
Chris Zunino
Santeg101
TommyGunner12
HavekReekel
Megami33
Soowaba
Chris Wallace
Eddache
BritzzyVoices
Nichole Vanderham
Bratzangel249
CrazyJordan249
Deadeye456
XDasherX26
YamiMalikgal
MrWWFattitudefan
KoolKeith1900
RagingLimit
0Isunny
Musicvidnut666
and many more

I also had compliments by Chris Sabat, Mike McFarlane and Tara Platt which has kept me going.

I have also started a new flash animation series to re start my animation called "School Of The Dead" which I am currently preparing everything and have done 2 screenshots to the show so far.

Thanks for reading and watching.
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